please I am in utter despair and don’t know where to turn. My heart feels like it’s been shattered into a million pieces. My husband, who is not a Muslim, has just impregnated another woman while I am four months pregnant with his child. The betrayal is so deep that it feels like I’m drowning in pain.
We just got married four months ago, and I never saw this coming. He shows no remorse at all and has even told me that he plans to marry her. It’s like a knife twisting in my heart every time I think about it.
Every time I look at my growing belly, instead of feeling joy, I am overwhelmed with sorrow and confusion. The thought of bringing a child into this mess, into a life where I might have to share my husband with another woman, is tearing me apart. I never wanted to be in a polygamous marriage; it’s something I can’t accept.
I’m considering ending my own pregnancy because I don’t know how to move forward. I feel trapped and suffocated by the situation. I’ve already made an appointment for an abortion, but my mind is swirling with doubts and fear. I feel so alone and helpless.
I desperately need advice and support. I feel like I’m losing myself more and more each day, and I don’t know what to do. My heart aches with every beat, and the future seems so uncertain and bleak.
please kindly advise what I should do ?
